I started a new job a month and a half ago, it started out as a part time position and quickly turned into full time, Its boring, but its money, and the people are nice.
My boyfriend and I have been looking for apartments….Until last night, we were almost going to move in together, and then he told me that he couldn’t do that, because it felt wrong and his mother and uncle would be upset and he couldn’t let his mom down by doing that, because she is going to school and not working and his brother is 29 and sick and he can’t just do that do them… I fell apart when he said all of that, because he said so many other things that were hurtful, some accurate, some just mean, and right now I don’t know where we stand.
I found a room for rent and told the woman I’d be in the house by next week. Its scaring the shit out of me, and doesn’t feel completely right.
I’m shooting a wedding today, hopefully that will distract me, because lord knows I need distraction right now.